this sucks and is crap

Patrick Wolf

mmmhmm

People think I'm an easy lay because of my crude sense of humour. In truth, I'm all talk and no trousers.

I'm not even funny anyway, maybe I should get some new jokesss

a very serious blog, this is.

ahhhh, I havn't posted forever. It's like blogger is fizzling out in my brain, and I swore to myself that I would never fizzle out my shizzle!
bugger.

My theme of the past week has definitely been all about the whole hippy freedom business.

I really don't see the point of spending your life, getting somewhere in life. Fair enough, if you leave school at 16, society believe that you'll get mixed up with drugs and ting, but what if you're with the people you love? having a good time? who needs nice clothes, clean beds to sleep in, every moment you're doing something you don't want to be doing you're wasting precious time. We waste 7 hours a day doing fuck all that we don't really care about, just so that we're set up for life, but we are wasting life! YES, I would definitely prefer to be educated, I mean, school is good I guess, but if you're one of those people who puts all their energy into getting good grades, so that they can go on to go to another school, so that they can then do some poncy job that will earn them lots of money. WHAT IS THE POINT? We don't even need money, money just puts the mind at ease, money really can't buy you happiness! Nothing can buy you happiness, except for people! or, animals, if you're into that sort of thing. Love is what makes you happy. I truly believe that I love music, and that makes me happy. I love Paul Mccreddie, he makes me happy. I don't love working at sound cube, yes, it's okay, but I'm wasting time. I'm wasting time now, blogging!

Basically, I think it would be best if we all just lived in caravans, with the people we love, doing exactly what we love, whether that be an art, a hobby, sex? WE MUST DO IT. I'd only go to university for the wild orgies. There was a time in which I would fantasise about wearing expensive clothes and shoes and living in a big house with a beautiful man, those were bad times.

goodnight.

...

insanely beautiful white thing?

robert eh toni?

I THINK "HELL YES!"

AND THEN JACK DAWSON COMES ALONG!

haha

Screwing over a petty teenage boy is the most stupid thing ever. I should really listen to my own advice.



I'm just pathetic, sitting here in my bed thinking "oh, alone again on valentine's day!" but eurrghhh! What more could I want? I've got everything going for me at the moment! Life is pretty good and I'm wallowing in my bed on saturday night depressing myself over pictures of the "good times" on facebook. Pffffffffft whatever, the good times are right now!

Let's just chill and do what teenagers do, because we are teenagers. We need to do the things we've always wanted to do, make our dreams happen, now is the time! c'mon guys! Life is what you make it.

Here are my goals for the summer:
HANG OUT WITH MY FRIENDS
WRITE THE MOST INCREDIBLE SONG THAT WILL CAUSE PEOPLE TO DROP TO THEIR KNEES AND WORSHIP
FALL IN LOVE
BREED SEA MONKEYS
DRUNKENLY LOSE MY VIRGNITY
SLEEP IN A FIELD
(to be continued)

I always get dumped before valentines day

And Christmas, and my birthday. neglected for halloween :'(
Oh well I'm working tomorrow anyway so it doesn't even matter :)

drop your socks and grab your mini boom box.

pop lock
body rock
let the beat drop

let's the good times roll. I LOVE CHOIR
I actually love choir so much, even though our choir sounds shit, it's the most fun ever, basically just doing what I love every tuesday and thursday lunch time, even if the only people over the age of 13 are Luisa and I, I love it. That is why I'm giving up my saturday to go and sing with my little gash.

I stick.

Blur

I haven't posted properly for a while because I've felt weird recently, it's like my life's had no meaning over the past week and I'm just floating. Even now, this is like, the fourth draft of this blog?! What's wrong with me? It usually takes me two minutes to whip up a nice bit of blog!

I feel happy at the moment, pretty carefree, maybe a little confused, I'm just letting everything pass me by at the moment, because to tell the truth, I don't really care that much :/ which feels really nice, yet, it isn't really a good thing, I should be grabbing these things before my eyes and making the most of them (not boobs) and eurgh ?! ahhh. I think I'm just going to enjoy one last month of this indifference before I decide to take control of everything again. I've got that feeling you get when you've just finished an exam, you've still got a substantial amount of time left, and you can't be bothered to go over your work again, so you just sit and think until it's over, and you fantasise and go over wild scenarios in your head, that's my life at the moment.


^My life atm summed up in a picture.

Under 18

dance around like you're on something illgal,
slap it up with your bitch that you met on omegle.

I like being young and naieve.

Miss Laymen knows what the teenagers want.

jokes

what's ginger, freckly and curly?