30 is too late.

I need to do something maningful with my life before I'm too old!

I still believe that my whole life is a cringe.

One massive cringe.

I think I'm the ultimate planner.

I'm the one with the plans, the one phoning up places, booking stuff, checking prices, checking travel plans letting everyone know what's going on. It drives me nuts when people take advantage of that and I'll do it all and people just don't give you a firm answer and their excuse is something along the lines of "not too sure of the plans" hellooooo I've booked the taxi for fucks sake, oh yeah and I'm paying for your friend you invited that bailed on us still, er ?


so you'd rather clean out your pony's shit than see your friend? :(

there's so much crazy stuff I want to do right now.

I wish I'd thought all this stuff up a bit sooner, but yes here's my list:

Take street dance/hip hop lessons
Buy a neon wig
Get my ears pierced and stretch them like a scene kid
Pierce my tongue
Become a pussycat doll
Become Britney Spears
Audition for the X Factor
Become Leona Lewis
Eat Peanut Butter and like it
Train myself to like coffee
Buy a sex toy online

Wall's marketing secret.

They say that "summer" is a state of mind, and they're right. Summer is that feeling when you're walking down the street in your floaty sundress, shades down, hair blowing in the wind with the sun on your back like a soft bear hug with the creepy men whistling as you walk down the street, ipod in ears with a bitta joy division. That's summer. Not this shit rain and lonely feeling in my stomach, but hey! Life goes on.







p.s I thought I'd ditch the old gay name.