another philosophical blog on the people around me + how gcses are complete bullshit.

Well, at the moment, I feel estranged, I feel the people around me are changing and it's making me feel really alone, I've never ever felt this alone before, sometimes I just want to crawl back to the fantastic foursome we had, in our little bubble, we used to equally be friends with everyone, but now we've lost the balance and some of us are falling off the lower end of the seesaw and it's not nice. I have a much more exciting life nowadays, I meet new people pretty much every weekend and I love it, it's great, it's fun, it's giving me a new perspective on life but, these new people I'm meeting briefly, just don't make up for the best friends I'm seeing less of and it's really unnerving, I feel guilty and lonley at the same time, I guess this is just me outside my comfort zone, it's teaching me some valuable lessons.