shameful infatuation

feeling pretty LO atm. It's like everyone is going up and out and onto new things, with new people in new places and I'm stuck here, in this place that I'm not too keen on right now for ages and there's no sign of things looking up. Just the 2 month break, away from the hassle and crapness of st mix and it's nutty, and no one seems to want a piece of the helmonster anymore I swear, I'm like a loser atm, a skanky loser :( dayum, I think after the GCSE's I'm going to go on a little adventure by myself, I'll get the train into London and explore the backstreets of camden and chat up that guy in Wungo's guitar shop that told me to check out his band and give £20 to a busker, I'll put some PW on my ipod and crank up the volume on my ipod as I wander through regents park with my guitar on my back and camera in tow, but not before some serious retail therapy down brick lane. I guess you could say I was an introvert after all, but even introvert's need a little love.